when everything seems to fade away
May 28, 2009i always lived in a world full of what ifs… i always think of the outcome of things
i wouldn’t boast because others would think that i am trying hard to fit and all those sorts of thing…
just lately i realized something
for this i have to think
all my life i only go with people i like
those people that appreciate me on who i am really
though calling them as friends it doesnt feel like one
i really dont know what friends really are
not until now
summer classes over
and in to another pain
i hate goodbyes, as i always say
true… most likely if its a goodbye that really means goodbye kinda thing
a goodbye that will make me change my daily routine
a looser maybe but its just the way it seems to be
now that they matter to me
they had gone to somewhere
when everything seems to be perfect
why does the dAy ends
when everything seems to be falling in there right places
why does it always have to be a destruction
why is it that when i have someone to care about
the just slip away
just like a sand that you grip in to your closed fist
this time its full and in the other
its half empty
that is why sometimes
i tend to hate life
and all the more i hate life
it just throws back at me
it will just make me hate myself much more
why didnt i just learn
its always like this
keep on shinning
:)
GOD BLESS
sorry
im just me
how hard life is…how hard to see that life is hard
May 7, 2008last night i saw a dog roaming in the street….looking for food( I suppose) it just so happen that theres a big heap of garbage near the road…. i finally figured out that im right… the dog was hungry… the dog searched the garbage eagerly… i took a picture of it(ill upload it later..)…. it looks like the dog didnt eat for about a 2 days…
then something flashed in to my mind…
i asked my self …. how hard is life?
is it that hard to earn a living…
im trying to figure the answer out…
then i said…
"maybe the dog was just unfortunate"
but what if im the one that is unfortunate..
will i survive??
im just wondering
why am i afraid to live like that??
i mean … is that normal??
how about you … would you feel the same??
is it that hard to see that life is hard…???
maybe it is confusing but for me it is hard…
lets just put it this way…
(i just realize this just right now )
no matter how hard is life
or how hard to see that life is hard
we just have to see and feel
that life is great!! and life is beautiful
i think that would compensate
all the things that blocks the light in your sight
to see life in a lighter note
and to live life to the fullest!!!!
Keep ON ShInNiNg!!
how colorful is my header???!!!!
April 28, 2008did you see my header… …. yup!! the one that holds the quote and the title of my blog
its from my lens…right outside our house… i just slid my cybershot(my fone is a s.e cybershot) out of its pouch and click the shutter… it was around 2 am… no wonder its so dark… only the light from our house(which is behind me when i was taking the picture) that lit the place…. well the light from our house is not enough to illuminate the space so there was entire darkness…
when my flash illuminate the area for just a sec. you can see nothing but the place but as you can see here
there are so many fog like objects foating in thin air!!! hHAHAHAHhaahaha yup these are orbs 
if you dont know what im talkig about just search my blog post " orbs please!!!!"
back to the topic….
i made this picture my header and i am surprised by their colors…hehehhe i didnt expect that orbs come in different colors heheheh….
i really wonder what does that mean…..
if anybody knows what that means dont hesitate to leave a message
tnx in advance
orbs please !!
April 7, 2008alam nu ba ???
ang mga orbs na nakikita sa pix
ay isang charge kapag may charge, may magnetic field mas malaking orb mas malaking force… at ang nga force na ito ay ang naiiwan ng nga taong nangamatay na…
kita nu yun 
ibig sabihin dito sa may cimbahan madaming forces or lets say "spirits"
hehehe
nde ko naman gusto manakot sa post kong to
para lng nde kayo magtaka kung ano ung nagaapear sa screen nyo para naman sa susunod alam nyo na hindi marumi ang lente mu hahaha
diba mas enjoi ang pagpipikture lalo na kung alam mu na hindi lng nga buhay ang nakakapiktyur mu
hahah
WE CAN finish everything
March 13, 2008its hard to finish things if your alone
i know everybody knows it but there is somthing i learn this past few months
i really love to do things on my own
but now my classmates taught me something that changed allot in me..
way back then i always say " let me, coz i can’
but now i have removed it out of my vocabulary
coz somehow i blended with reality
and reality is being with anyone that could be your companion
its just like saying
"dude nde ka si super man , x-men kea tayo!!!"
May kasama ka parati d ka nagiisa
beginnings and endings
March 5, 2008life began since our mother gave birth to us….
since then our life goes on and on….
in some paths in our life there are some people that we meet and they help us but then endings are essential to all begginings
its either the end of one phase of your journey and the end of your friendship or it will just be the end a phase of our journey and the continuation of your friendship…
beginnings and endings are essential in our journey but it is our choice to finsh friendship or to continue what you have started with others….
we are beings that are created with mind to think and for that, we are made to make decisions
so we have to be smart and wise
learning and loosing
February 12, 2008Life is a gamble
a game of chance
no one can tell if its your time to win or not…
you can assume but be ready for the outcome of it
don’t be such a fool as i am
dont give your heart to a person who you love
but instead just give your trust para matalo ka man di ka luge
hahahahahaha that is what i have learned this past few days
love isnt fun even though its tempting, love when you are sure that the one you love truly loves you coz its hard to be in a relationship that the one you love doesnt relly loves you at all.
