i do not know…. my heart… its weary
December 13, 2008for a long time my heart didnt dare to beat… i know it grew tired …i know, i just know.
i have waited a long time for it to beat again, i tried to force it but it just wont.
sometime this year, almost recently, it started to beat again; to love again, being aware that life, it is really short, realizing that maybe sooner or later , we’ll die.
i dont know if it is wrong to be inlove with someone you have loved in the past specially when you know that she has someone,someone much greater than me.
every night, i ask my self why am i not like him, why cant i be the one that she’ll love and all.
my heart… its crying, wishing that they’ll be separated .
my heart…. as i can feel , is weary , and i hope that it wouldnt stop beating just like before
and just now i realized , its the same person that made me love and made me halt
sana sakin na lng xa 
i love you
keep on shining
as soon as i finish my prologue ill post it here
