when everything seems to fade away

i always lived in a world full of what ifs… i always think of the outcome of things

i wouldn’t boast because others would think that i am trying hard to fit and all those sorts of thing…

just lately i realized something

for this i have to think

all my life i only go with people i like

those people that appreciate me  on who i am really

though calling them as friends it doesnt feel like one

 i really dont know what friends really are

not until now

summer classes over

and  in to another pain

i hate goodbyes, as i always say

true… most likely if its a goodbye that really means goodbye kinda thing

a goodbye that will make me change my daily routine

a looser maybe but its just the way it seems to be

now that they matter to me

they had gone to somewhere

when everything seems to be perfect

why does the dAy ends

when everything seems to be falling in there right places

why does it always have to be a destruction

why is it that when i have someone to care about

the just slip away

just like a sand that you grip in to your closed fist

this time its full and in the other

its half empty

that is why sometimes

i tend to hate life

and all the more i hate life 

it just throws back at me

it will just make me hate myself much more

why didnt i just learn

its always like this

keep on shinning

:) 

GOD BLESS

sorry

im just me

beginnings and endings

life began since our mother gave birth to us….

since then our life goes on and on….

in some paths in our life there are  some people that we meet and they help us but then endings are essential to all begginings

its either the end of one phase of your journey and the end of your friendship or it will just be the end a phase of our journey and the continuation of your friendship…

beginnings and endings are essential in our journey but it is our choice to finsh friendship or to continue what you have started with others….

we are beings that are created with mind to think and for that, we are made to make decisions 

so we have to be smart and wise