when everything seems to fade away
May 28, 2009i always lived in a world full of what ifs… i always think of the outcome of things
i wouldn’t boast because others would think that i am trying hard to fit and all those sorts of thing…
just lately i realized something
for this i have to think
all my life i only go with people i like
those people that appreciate me on who i am really
though calling them as friends it doesnt feel like one
i really dont know what friends really are
not until now
summer classes over
and in to another pain
i hate goodbyes, as i always say
true… most likely if its a goodbye that really means goodbye kinda thing
a goodbye that will make me change my daily routine
a looser maybe but its just the way it seems to be
now that they matter to me
they had gone to somewhere
when everything seems to be perfect
why does the dAy ends
when everything seems to be falling in there right places
why does it always have to be a destruction
why is it that when i have someone to care about
the just slip away
just like a sand that you grip in to your closed fist
this time its full and in the other
its half empty
that is why sometimes
i tend to hate life
and all the more i hate life
it just throws back at me
it will just make me hate myself much more
why didnt i just learn
its always like this
keep on shinning
:)
GOD BLESS
sorry
im just me
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