missing something (damn!!)-*FLICK*

hayyy  i missed out somthing for the for the world!!! damn!!

well this post will not be as CHEEEEEESSSSSYYYY as the ones i have wrote before!! 

but i missed the birthday of my classmate which happen to be the one of my closest friend…..

ohhhh i feel sorry for my self, imagine this would be the last time that we would be seeing each other and  i did just let it pass!! come on!!

but i wish that Chad and my clasmates will forgive me for that ….. (by the way i always sleep at 3-4 am thats why im tired the whole afternoon ) im really sorry 

dreams full of hope

…what is life without a dream…

can you imagine that?

without dream there is no technology…

all you can see now a days will be gone if we did not learn how to dream!

everything is a state of mind..

cause dreams are!!

(whether its a dream when your sleeping

or a dream that pushes you to be someone,)

and LOve is!!

 (for me )

i have so many dreams

and im afraid that i will not accomplish them all

im afraid that i will just mess up the opportunities that may come my way

what will it be if i would let go of my dreams..

will i get any farther in life?

will i succeed ?

or will i just loose it all

i guess if id let go of my dreams….

i will get rid of my future

ill just waste everything

and maybe!! dreams is one of the things that makes you take a step in your long way journey.,,

dreams fills your heart with hope and maybe..,,

in just achieving one of my many dreams

i may fulfil all those that is not..

and maybe someday well all stop dreaming for our selves

but start to dream for others

for others to dream for their own!

Have a nice day!!

keep on shining

:) 

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being a part of something

"i know that i dont have the most important job in the world.. but i work in a place that helps people and i always thought that i would be a part of it" - the janitor (scrubs season 5 )

the time that i was watching that episode..

i understood what the janitor whats trying to say…

cause i relate on whats he is talking about

i sometimes felt that way…

you know… but not for my job  or anything…

but for who i am..

i (for my opinion) am an outcast even in a small chat… i can see how my friends goes away slowly until the are all gone…. how the topic of our small talk fades away… how am i being dumped…

i sometimes think how about in college

am i gonna be this same old loser that all ways been left behind..

i really feel that i am nothing…

the only chance that i have been looked forward to is when i do something for them  lets say that im leading a project.. but what about the little things …

there are times that im telling my self … what if there wouldnt be me … what if i do not exist… will things go in the same…

 
and in the end i see something…

that every thing will change if i do not exist.

the hope for someone…

someone who will find me as an entertaining person

at the end of the day

its good having been rejected by others

cause someday

that rejection

would  be my strength

maybe…

and as i write this peice of someting

i thought

how could i ever thank my friends 

and on the second thought

would they notice

well then…

too much of that 

i guess i know now…

 in someway or another you will be a part of something

just like me being a part of your life 

have a nice day

keep on shinning.

how hard life is…how hard to see that life is hard

last night i saw a dog roaming in the street….looking for food( I suppose) it just so happen that theres a big heap of garbage near the road…. i finally figured out that im right… the dog was hungry… the dog searched the garbage eagerly… i took a picture of it(ill upload it later..)…. it looks like the dog didnt eat for about a 2 days…

then something flashed in to my mind…

i asked my self …. how hard is life?

is it that hard to earn a living…

im trying to figure the answer out…

then i said…

"maybe the dog was just unfortunate"

but what if im the one that is unfortunate.. 

will i survive??

 im just wondering

why am i afraid to live like that??

i mean … is that normal??

how about you … would you feel the same?? 

 is it that hard to see that life is hard…???

maybe it is confusing but for me it is hard…

lets just put it this way…

(i just realize this just right now )

no matter how hard is life

 or how hard to see that life is hard

 we just have to see and feel  

that life is great!! and life is beautiful

i think that would compensate  

all the things that  blocks the light in your sight

to see life in a lighter note

and to live life to the fullest!!!!

Keep ON ShInNiNg!! 

sometihng about nature[frustrations}{pictures}(a day at bulacan)

                we went to bulacan(i dont know where exactly on bulakan>>) to surprise my tito for his birth day!! hehe luckily he was surprised!!! we went there for an outing… can you imagine a resort in the middle of the ricefields!!! it was a nice experience with all the good food(its not just good but its very very good!!) that mommy cooked for us~!!!(buti nalng may swimming pool kung hinde !!! nde ko matitikman lahat sa kabusugan!!) these are some of the pictures that i took from the place…

this took my attention when i was waiting for my turn in the videoke, this is the capiz lamp at the recepttion , i was surpriced coz there were so many lizards taking refuge inside!!! with their silhouette that you can see through the shells.

 i cant just tall how nature can really amaze us

just sharing!!

a day of questions

earlier this morning

we went on a radio interview…

yup!!! my voice are heard through the airwaves!!

but!!~~~ its a radio interview in an AM station !!!.

hehe we promoted our school and the upcomming youth festival "08 on may 8-11

at benguet state university(baguio)

its not that long but its quite an experience..

if youll imagine.. a 16 y/o boy having an interview in a radio station!!!

the thirty minutes of interview

a super cold booth!!

two enthusiastic  host

and 3 interviewee

what a combo!

i thought it was hard to answer all that questions!

i thought it would be as hard just like you are being interrogated by police men..

but its not… as a mater of fact its fun!!!

its kinda like impromptu!!!

nothing like a graded recitation at school!!!

and you will never get those failing grades just like teachers gives to you !!!

hahahah!! pretty fun!!

but i hope i could go to baguio…

very well then!!>>

happppppppy reading!!

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some of my so called obsession

im a frustrated photographer heheh

hehe i dont think im good at this but im trying my best to improve this hobby of mine

how about a peep to some of them heheh

 this are the pictures that i took at batanggas

i took it on my way to the bus when i was wlaking down the beach hehehe i just pushed the shutter 

and took all the pictures that i can store

yan na sila

beginner palang po ako…

jejeje

im kinda shy to publish this pictures coz im afraid

that someone might say somthing bad about it…