waiting…

sometimes waiting is really hard to do, especially when you’re waiting for someone who promised to be there but didnt actually shown up

even though there are moments like that, we have to be patient.. even if it’ll take years and years…

but there are conflicts in waiting,,, as we know, time is precious,we should use it wisely coz we can’t roll back time…

time and waiting… how could we deal with it…

how could we wait for someone without losing time…

 :i

WE CAN finish everything

its hard to finish things if your alone   

i know everybody knows it but there is somthing i learn this past few months
 

i really love  to do things on my own

but now my classmates taught me something that changed allot in me.. 

way back then i always say " let me, coz i can’

but now i have removed it out of my vocabulary

coz somehow i blended with reality

and reality is being with anyone that could be your companion

its just like saying

"dude nde ka si super man , x-men kea tayo!!!"

May kasama ka parati d ka nagiisa 

saying thank you and sorry

earlier this day, we have conducted a recollection  the most memorable part of it is the activity where we can say thank you and sorry to each and every one

we realized that the ten months that we shared together are so jam packed with meaningful encounters,

but then ten months really is short, and for us its to "biten" nakakainis nga ehhh ,

it seems like we dont want to graduate this march. It was a sort of  a flash back,

we reminisce the days of happiness and sadness its quite a tiring day but its fun,

lam mu un!!! even though it is not totally stated but youll feel that you really do matter to them….hehehehe

here are some pix

s palos at si kaltok!!!

ako c paltos  at xa  si pokahontas dun sa tabi ng bangin!!!  

im a loser… and i always be

no one can explain this better but a loser like me 

well its hard to be one coz you’ll never be familiar to it…
maybe i may have a good start in anything but then it ends as awful as it can be

well i am not a loser in all of the things
im a loser in just one thing

and it is love…
its hard to lose in love
coz when you lose

you lose all of your heart

especially when you love whole heartedly

i dont know why people want to love when all they find is hardships

yeah.. i am a loser
i always lose in love
can i someday be winner loser
or will i always be a loser?

foolling my self to be happy…..

im am happy because of someone
because that someone is whom i love but then

am i really loved by that someone
or im just fooling my self and making some space in "someone’s" heart
eventhough i am just no body to "******"

maybe im just worthless

maybe im a fool

maybe im just a freaking nitwit staring in front of  "******", waiting to have some attention….

maybe im just making my self happy

(am i?)

beginnings and endings

life began since our mother gave birth to us….

since then our life goes on and on….

in some paths in our life there are  some people that we meet and they help us but then endings are essential to all begginings

its either the end of one phase of your journey and the end of your friendship or it will just be the end a phase of our journey and the continuation of your friendship…

beginnings and endings are essential in our journey but it is our choice to finsh friendship or to continue what you have started with others….

we are beings that are created with mind to think and for that, we are made to make decisions 

so we have to be smart and wise